donderdag 10 juni 2010

All the colors left

All the colors left






Man i dont know what the fuck happened,
i just dont seem to be graspin,
All the reality around my head,
I feel cold and dead lying in my bed,


Suddenly all the colors left,
just saw black and white,
became afraid to be out in the light,
Vegetated in the shadows of fright,




Became dead inside my eye,
saw the world from the other side,
see all the pain and wicked games,
became confused on who to blame,


I just felt down the floor,
of my old colorful world,
started feelin for the homeless and poor,
and disgusted at the ones with no pity,
livin in their golden empty city,






Now I am framed in a motionless blurr,
struck into this strange vision for sure,
while i smile like I dont care,
but i know silently the demons stare,


Will I ever leave this place,
and be back running in the rat race,
Or stay like this in this goddamned shit,
As I try to unclench my broken fists,




I sure miss the beautiful bright Color,
If you know the way out might follow,
just want to scream and Shout,
And let all the Anger out,



But for know i like feelin flat,
empty cold and black,
like a miserable churchrat.








Rama

19-02-2010

to Reflect or to Shine ?

to Reflect or to Shine ?





Sometimes you dont believe what you see,
The warm Mist in your Mind confuses me,

What looks joyful might be a charade,
with tears buried deep behind the face,

What looks insane might be brilliant,
you just cant see with your darkened vision,

And what looks like love might be empty,
like a balloon deflating spontaneously,






And the choice has to be made again,
what do you trust and what not my friend,

What will be your reaction,
to somebody else's action,






Will you crawl inside your shell,
feeling weak needing outside help,

Will you act in anger created by fear,
destroying your energy while losing your tears,

Or will you Just Reflect someone else,
Acting out their outer skin,
Feelin safe in a state of mental Hell,






Is there another choice in this wicked world ?
To be feelin more then inner cold ?



To Shine might be Sublime,
Living from higher state of Mind,

But trouble is still for you to find,
evil spirits make you Cry,
Will feed off your inner Light.





dont know the answer to this dream,
but i try to Shine and Reflect,

To feel Alive And still be perplexed....








19-02-2010
Rama

The Parasite

The Parasite





All i want I will bleed,
I dont care what thou needs,

Really need to feed,
from your blood filled bones,
love the tasty things shown,

It sinks deep into your skull,
and eats untill it's full,




Ate your tongue bloody wet indeed,
while you screamed skinned alive like human sheep,

Crush your head with my black arrow,
love digging out your tasty bone marrow,

Feedings of your inner guilts,
of things thou never really didst,



We will make you pay forever,
Your Mind will Detach and sever,
In Utter desolation you discover,
That For you there's no tomorrow,



Better try to find the missing pieces,
of the devil's bloody leeches,
they move around like a riddle
too late, with your guts i have a fiddle,





You left your door unguarded,
So I could enter your Soul,
because you premature departed,
I'm eating through your hole,



At the end my dear dinner,
it's all your own fault,
you chose to be weak you sinner,
I only came here of your own accord,



Rama

2010