tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-39130538763391522332024-03-14T00:21:55.729-07:00Shadows of the BrainChillerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09529308588317881507noreply@blogger.comBlogger7125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3913053876339152233.post-3401515522486090812010-06-10T13:27:00.001-07:002010-06-10T13:27:23.853-07:00All the colors leftAll the colors left<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Man i dont know what the fuck happened,<br />i just dont seem to be graspin,<br />All the reality around my head,<br />I feel cold and dead lying in my bed,<br /><br /><br />Suddenly all the colors left,<br />just saw black and white,<br />became afraid to be out in the light,<br />Vegetated in the shadows of fright,<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Became dead inside my eye,<br />saw the world from the other side,<br />see all the pain and wicked games,<br />became confused on who to blame,<br /><br /><br />I just felt down the floor,<br />of my old colorful world,<br />started feelin for the homeless and poor,<br />and disgusted at the ones with no pity,<br />livin in their golden empty city,<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Now I am framed in a motionless blurr,<br />struck into this strange vision for sure,<br />while i smile like I dont care,<br />but i know silently the demons stare,<br /><br /><br />Will I ever leave this place,<br />and be back running in the rat race,<br />Or stay like this in this goddamned shit,<br />As I try to unclench my broken fists,<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I sure miss the beautiful bright Color,<br />If you know the way out might follow,<br />just want to scream and Shout,<br />And let all the Anger out,<br /><br /><br /><br />But for know i like feelin flat,<br />empty cold and black,<br />like a miserable churchrat.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Rama <br /><br />19-02-2010Chillerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09529308588317881507noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3913053876339152233.post-41840794013822810312010-06-10T13:24:00.001-07:002010-06-10T13:24:28.628-07:00to Reflect or to Shine ?to Reflect or to Shine ?<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Sometimes you dont believe what you see,<br />The warm Mist in your Mind confuses me,<br /><br />What looks joyful might be a charade,<br />with tears buried deep behind the face,<br /><br />What looks insane might be brilliant,<br />you just cant see with your darkened vision,<br /><br />And what looks like love might be empty,<br />like a balloon deflating spontaneously,<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />And the choice has to be made again,<br />what do you trust and what not my friend,<br /><br />What will be your reaction,<br />to somebody else's action,<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Will you crawl inside your shell,<br />feeling weak needing outside help,<br /><br />Will you act in anger created by fear,<br />destroying your energy while losing your tears,<br /><br />Or will you Just Reflect someone else,<br />Acting out their outer skin,<br />Feelin safe in a state of mental Hell,<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Is there another choice in this wicked world ?<br />To be feelin more then inner cold ?<br /><br /><br /><br />To Shine might be Sublime,<br />Living from higher state of Mind,<br /><br />But trouble is still for you to find,<br />evil spirits make you Cry,<br />Will feed off your inner Light.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />dont know the answer to this dream,<br />but i try to Shine and Reflect, <br /><br />To feel Alive And still be perplexed....<br /> <br /> <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />19-02-2010<br />RamaChillerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09529308588317881507noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3913053876339152233.post-55698878218525469732010-06-10T13:20:00.000-07:002010-06-10T13:21:27.090-07:00The ParasiteThe Parasite<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />All i want I will bleed,<br />I dont care what thou needs,<br /><br />Really need to feed,<br />from your blood filled bones,<br />love the tasty things shown,<br /><br />It sinks deep into your skull,<br />and eats untill it's full,<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Ate your tongue bloody wet indeed,<br />while you screamed skinned alive like human sheep,<br /><br />Crush your head with my black arrow,<br />love digging out your tasty bone marrow,<br /><br />Feedings of your inner guilts,<br />of things thou never really didst,<br /><br /><br /><br />We will make you pay forever,<br />Your Mind will Detach and sever,<br />In Utter desolation you discover,<br />That For you there's no tomorrow,<br /><br /><br /><br />Better try to find the missing pieces,<br />of the devil's bloody leeches,<br />they move around like a riddle<br />too late, with your guts i have a fiddle, <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />You left your door unguarded,<br />So I could enter your Soul,<br />because you premature departed,<br />I'm eating through your hole,<br /><br /><br /><br />At the end my dear dinner,<br />it's all your own fault,<br />you chose to be weak you sinner,<br />I only came here of your own accord,<br /><br /><br /><br />Rama<br /><br />2010Chillerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09529308588317881507noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3913053876339152233.post-69675620855835684972009-09-25T10:34:00.000-07:002009-09-25T10:45:06.407-07:00AscensionAlways I am being tense,<br />feel like i have to jump a fence,<br />dont feel right on this sphere,<br />feel out of place in this life,<br /><br />Must be wanting to go up,<br />Leave this insane place behind,<br />Seems thats the only open door,<br />Remains for me to find,<br /><br />Everyday i start to feel more sick,<br />My limbs and mind feel heavy and sore,<br />Can't even move my eyebrows up,<br />Feels like my body won't contain me anymore,<br /><br />The funny thing is i dont even care,<br />Feel so flat and empty,<br />Just found out life is not fair,<br />Is life my fate or my will ?<br /><br /><br />Once I wanted to get enlighted,<br />But the light showed the ugliness abound,<br />Pressured to be also a mindless drone,<br />If you cant beat you think to join,<br /><br />But i chose the moral high road,<br />Rather leave then becoming a venomous toad,<br />My only way seems up the ladder,<br />Leaving this suit of organized cells behind,<br /><br />But why am i here and now ?<br />Did i come here by my free will ?<br />Or was i trapped even before birth ?<br />When I Stepped into this wicked Earth,<br /><br />I just dont know,I just dont know,<br />I just dont know,I just dont know,<br /><br /><br />Maybe I am already everything i can be,<br />Maybe Ascension is just an easy way out,<br />Ending the game before it is played,<br />Leaving the Arena before the final show,<br /><br /><br />Let's see what the future holds,<br />And if my Mind will get stronger or Die and Fold.<br /><br /><br /><br />I just dont know,<br />I REALLY dont know sHITE ,Chillerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09529308588317881507noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3913053876339152233.post-64159124511277994202008-10-12T02:25:00.000-07:002008-10-12T03:13:34.598-07:00Ignorance is Bliss<p><span><span style="color:#ff0000;"><strong><em></em></strong></span></span></p><p><span><span style="color:#ff0000;"><strong><em></em></strong></span></span></p><p><span><span style="color:#ff0000;"><strong><em></em></strong></span></span></p><p><span><span style="color:#ff0000;"><strong><em></em></strong></span></span></p><p><span><span style="color:#ff0000;"><strong><em><br /><br /><br />Ignorance is Bliss,<br /><br />Raelity is Shit, <br /><br />Sweet Ignorance I Miss<br /><br /><br /><br />-<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Must be blind,<br />Not seeing the unkind,<br />Happy smiling in sweet ignorance,<br /><br /><br />Feeling high with daily tell-a-lie,<br />Shiny people with shiny puppet hair,<br />From the electric tube ,<br />At me they Stare,<br /><br /><br />Discreet gestures appear,<br />Triggers in me hypnotic trancing,<br />In my mind the symbols are dancing,<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />--<br /><br /><br /><br />Ignorance is Bliss,<br /><br />Raelity is Shit, <br /><br />Ignorance I Miss<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />---<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Tranced voodoo dolls smile at me,<br />A hollow cold glare piercing the electric veil,<br />I see Bewitched actors possessed,<br />Enslaved by beelzebub no less,<br /><br /><br />Mind feels dimmed and foggy,<br />Become empty shell of zombielike reflexes,<br />Under the unfluence of magical hexes,<br /><br /><br />Debilitating my human being,<br />No connection to<br />the soul plane hidden<br />By the cold unforgiving,<br /><br /><br />Rollercoasterride for the outward eyes,<br />I am freezing inside frame by frame,<br />Cold chilling, Cold illin,<br />Alas no Feelin,<br /><br /><br /><br />----<br /><br /><br /><br />Truth is hard,<br /><br />Ignorance is Bliss,<br /><br />Feelin Pain is just too harsh,<br /><br />I'd rather take the pills,<br /><br /><br />-----<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /> <br /><br /></em></strong></span></span><span><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span></span></p>Chillerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09529308588317881507noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3913053876339152233.post-57314520180302259192008-10-02T15:58:00.001-07:002008-10-12T03:21:35.219-07:00accusations agaist mankind - redeem your Selfes<p></p><p></p><p>Accusations Against Mankind<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />You disable your children<br />You abuse your children<br />You mindcontrol your children<br /><br />You traumatize your children<br />You neglect your children<br />You miseducate your children<br /><br />You leave your children<br />You despize your children<br />You sell your children<br /><br />You slave your children<br />You emotionally scar them for life<br />You put fear in ther hearts instead of love<br /><br />You kill their spirit<br /><br /><br /><br />-<br /><br /><br />But you are just you<br />Sad thing you have been abused yourselfes<br />You felt too weak to break free<br />So i cry for you as well<br /><br /><br />I know in your hearts you did not want this world<br />A soulless world filled with soulles people<br />Crying for freedom but living in slavery<br /><br /><br />--<br /><br /><br />Crying is the first step <br />Being your emotions you redeems yourselves<br />and behold <br /><br /><br />Your Spirit comes to your aid <br />You stop being a slave<br />Your soul starts to shine bright from<br />The inside out<br /><br /><br />Finally acknowledging who you truly are<br />Reaching out of your shell of trauma<br />Flying freely again<br /><br /><br />---<br /><br /><br />Understanding your predicament<br />Feeling strong enough to leave<br />The prison behind<br /><br /><br />Landing on happy soil reconnecting to humanity<br />To the precious youngs, the precious adults and the preciously aged of wisdom,<br />Even the animals who you do not need to eat<br /><br /><br />Knowing the sacrifice of the plantspirits <br />Because of love to creation<br />They give us life<br />Oxygen, food, medicine clothes and a roof over our heads,<br /><br /><br /><br />----<br /><br /><br /><br />Praise for everything around us, <br />Only way to praise ourSelfes<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></p>Chillerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09529308588317881507noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3913053876339152233.post-14045969434277450942008-07-22T01:43:00.000-07:002009-09-25T10:23:05.674-07:00Ode to Hermes<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp3.blogger.com/_Fx9fOBTKZo0/SIWepjiiagI/AAAAAAAAAAU/lRhHEQLr2lE/s1600-h/aliengod-inv.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5225757379385256450" alt="" src="http://bp3.blogger.com/_Fx9fOBTKZo0/SIWepjiiagI/AAAAAAAAAAU/lRhHEQLr2lE/s320/aliengod-inv.JPG" border="0" /><br /></a><br /><i><strong>From Hermes to Satan's example</strong></i><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />The great gods of the ages,<br />have been worshipped by the sages.<br />the sheeple follow blindly,<br />Bowing to this fairy tale kindly,<br /><br />The fantastic fables implanted in the mind,<br />From a young age a child will find,<br />It is lesser then all that is around,<br />It has to be the servant all year round ,<br /><br /><br />-<br /><br /><br /><i>The gods are there to teach me,<br />Like sheep they want to keep me,<br />But I rather follow Hermes' example,<br />Steal their fire and give it to my people,</i><br /><br />---<br /><br /><br />In all religions in excistence,<br />Penalty's are in place but you can be forgiven,<br />The gods you accept and live for,<br />Are psychic parasites leeching you,<br /><br />You keep them alive and eternal,<br />Believe in their scam and you will forever crawl,<br />Toughts and emotions you think and feel,<br />Only serve god's needs,<br /><br />-<br /><br /><br /><br /><i>The gods are there to leech me,<br />They only want to eat me,<br />But I rather follow Hermes' way,<br />Acting in my own play,</i><br /><br /><br />---<br /><br /><br />Here comes Hermes Trismegestus,<br />Much better for you then Jesus CHristus,<br />Hermes steals from god to live a free life,<br />While Jesus saves you but demands the biggest price,<br /><br />Christ says you be like children blind,<br />To become enslaved beings instead of free mankind ,<br />The church propaganda enforces a false story,<br />It promises heaven but heaven is only for gods glory,<br /><br />To the gods we are nothing but game and food,<br />Insignificant small dumb fools,<br />Just like the sheep are to us,<br />They also give us blind trust,<br /><br />-<br /><br /><i><br />The gods are there to hurt me,<br />They only want to kill me,<br />But I follow Satan's wicked footsteps,<br />Bow to no one but my own flesh,</i><br /><br /><br /><br />---<br /><br />You receive many negative symbols,<br />Accepting them daily creates your fall,<br />The Holy rituals of the covenant,<br />are a nothing but a price for the blood of man,<br /><br />Shining prophets and mystic storybook,<br />are just mindcontrol like a mental hook,<br />controls your body and your brain,<br />it's a shame, living bound by invisible chains,<br /><br />They need you to only desire them,<br />They only feed you so you can feed them,<br />Weakness and finally death for you,<br />God is parasitic , you know it's true,<br /><br />----<br /><br /><br />Like cannibalistic predators we kill ourSelves,<br />Corrupting our soul and human flesh,<br />By using our force for human gains,<br />We can finally harness our emotional pains,<br /><br />The gods must die just like cannonfodder,<br />Let them get weaker and eat each other ,<br />I just wont supply these Egregore's,<br />I'd rather devour Allah and his wicked glory,<br /><br />---<br /><br /><strong><i>The gods are there to ritually murder me,<br />They only want to devour me,<br />But I follow Satan's great road,<br />Bow to no one, i carry my own load,<br /><br /></i></strong><i><br /></i>Chillerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09529308588317881507noreply@blogger.com0