vrijdag 25 september 2009

Ascension

Always I am being tense,
feel like i have to jump a fence,
dont feel right on this sphere,
feel out of place in this life,

Must be wanting to go up,
Leave this insane place behind,
Seems thats the only open door,
Remains for me to find,

Everyday i start to feel more sick,
My limbs and mind feel heavy and sore,
Can't even move my eyebrows up,
Feels like my body won't contain me anymore,

The funny thing is i dont even care,
Feel so flat and empty,
Just found out life is not fair,
Is life my fate or my will ?


Once I wanted to get enlighted,
But the light showed the ugliness abound,
Pressured to be also a mindless drone,
If you cant beat you think to join,

But i chose the moral high road,
Rather leave then becoming a venomous toad,
My only way seems up the ladder,
Leaving this suit of organized cells behind,

But why am i here and now ?
Did i come here by my free will ?
Or was i trapped even before birth ?
When I Stepped into this wicked Earth,

I just dont know,I just dont know,
I just dont know,I just dont know,


Maybe I am already everything i can be,
Maybe Ascension is just an easy way out,
Ending the game before it is played,
Leaving the Arena before the final show,


Let's see what the future holds,
And if my Mind will get stronger or Die and Fold.



I just dont know,
I REALLY dont know sHITE ,